2/26/2006
noone but me from URL @ 8:57 PM
scroll down please.
ignore my schedule.
mon
oac item vetting.
ce board.
ss test
tues
tuition
wed
parade
thurs
ophir training
amaths test
fri
oac till wed.
check out on tues night.
wed(8th)
shooting life range
mon( 13th)
dragon boat
wed(15th)
C&C test
check into hq
thurs
ophir till sunday.
mon
termtwoweekone,
SCHOOL AS IT BEGAN.
sigh, i feel tired thinking about it all.
but im excited!
oac, dragon boat, ophir!
woohoo!
but i fear for c&c and shooting.
my voice is still screwed, and shooting-
well, its shooting.
who wouldn't be nervous.
anw, this will be the last time im blogging till after oac.
so people,
DEAR 3I,
come on! this is our time to bond! we can grow closer together as one,
only then will we be able to achieve many things as a class.
the instructors or leaders may scold us.
but remember to always have a positive attitude to anything.
if they scold us, its for a reason.
we should improve on ourselves.
come on all you people!
all of you who are scared or nervous,
we're all there for each other, what more do we need right?
we will overcome all obstacles(literally) by holding on together.
lets face this camp with an open mind, and with an eager heart.
we're gonna rock GIRLS!
Dear instructors,
you guys can do it!
come on okay, future leaders.
guide us well.
don't be too stressed out, cos your classmates are still there for you.
if you gotta relieve stress, yell at us,
we'll take it well.
do yourselves, your leaders and your class proud!
instructors( muhaina, nish, yiying, fathiyah, jessica, adel.)
as well as instructors ( suria, cheryl, kathleen, sunm, adlin, fadilah)!
all the way you all! (:
dear Charlie,
firstly, YAY! we're charlie.
but secondly, can we please work harder?
yea, our drills and all. ok, nvm
anw,
DO WELL FOR C&C.
when you're the ic, we'll do our best not to sabotage you.
command loud, control us, scold us.
-thats what we're there for.
do well, do well.
DO WELL FOR SHOOTING.
if you guys realise, it'll be the last time we hold a real m-16 rifle.
-last time.
all our pumpings over the years, let them pay off.
all our efforts, all our sweat.
let it be worth it.
LETS DO WELL!
yayy-
adopted from the nball jersey,
hey you all, all the way ya. we must. we will. we can.
2/25/2006
noone but me from URL @ 11:55 PM
my house is sold. sold. its not my home anymore. im still living here yes, but through paper, its no longer where i can call home. sigh. changes, oh changes. -people. -places. -even class seating arrangements. well, we all gotta move on don't we? its making me feel down. my mommy and daddy aren't with me now too. i don't like being alone. having no place to call my own; belonging nowhere. sigh.
2/19/2006
noone but me from URL @ 10:21 PM
And with tears of blood he cleansed the hand, The hand that held the steel: For only blood can wipe out blood, And only tears can heal. -Oscar Wilde "The Ballad of Reading Gaol"
2/17/2006
noone but me from URL @ 10:08 PM
wed- parade.
the whole disappointing feeling. seriously, i've never seen her this disappointed in us before. i don't know what we're doing. we got to work together. i've got to be more alert. come on charlie, let it be deserved.
thurs- half day
patricia came to stayover( random! )
went for health check up
studied till 4am
fri- woke up at 530 am after one and a half hrs of sleep.
freaking geog test sucked. i didnt finish. so much for the effort, freak.
and hey, miraculously, im still functioning.
i feel like writing her a letter. a long one. i wna include that im hurt. i thought two years of being side by side actually meant something. i thought we shared something special. special. you know, the telepathy. the connection. the bond. i'm just disappointed. i've got many other friends. people that i'll get closer to. i am one for moving on; but i just wna know, why? i thought we had something going, something worth keeping. alright, i thought wrong. but i want to know why.
the warmth of my teddy,
pressing through my numbened body.
and yet its cold glassy eyes,
penetrating through my painted guise.
i don't know.
i'm confused yet again.
and its this pathetic indifferent mood im in again.
wth-
why, its the smile of a mime.
noone but me from URL @ 12:52 AM
random and intelligent people. im STUDYING! look at the time- i've got TWENTY THREE more pages to go. sigh; `morning WORLD.
2/12/2006
noone but me from URL @ 6:08 PM
asthma
im just sick. sicksicksick -cheers. *coughs
2/11/2006
noone but me from URL @ 9:34 PM
im confused.
its complicated,
and i don't know whom to turn to.
noone but me from URL @ 11:06 AM
hello!
long time no blog.
im gna try the reply tags thing
sophia: thank you thank you! you too! btw, i think your voice rocks ok! must sing more. esp the national anthem behind me!
kathleen: its cos you don't rock in the first place. so how to rock ON?
zaferin: ZAAAAFFIE! when did i bluff you?! -nonsense.
prissypooh: haha, yes. hello to you too. btw, i thought you were prissyPOO. AHAHA! OOPs.
natalie: what encik maziah?? *internet not safe LAH
haha, ok.
haven't blogged for so long.
im trying to keep to my new year resolution of only using the computer on weekends.
(: im a good kid.
anyway, let's see.
campfire auds!
WOOHOO! it ROCKED. and i mean it. it felt sooo good!
and rumour has it that we got in!!
-we deserve it. (:
amaths test
wtf. total screw up.
i finished TWENTYFIVE mins earlier.
i could REDO all the sums on the first page,
sub in all my values to double check.
staple and re-staple my paper
WITHOUT TURNING OVER.
freak-
forteen marks.
and it's a common test. which accounts for a lot considering that we have no mid years.
sheesh.
so pissed.
at myself. its ok to fail if you didnt know how to do.
but to fail because of dumbness, it just hurts.
nish bdae!
had no mood at first, cos of the stupid test.
but anyway nurin and i ran out to go get nish's cake. then we were like wandering ard cos we couldnt find a shop! then suddenly we spotted one! so relieved. anw, so ya, we bought the cake, went back, hurriedly cut (still cant believe nish didnt find out). ate, offered the ics.
hahaa. they gave nish a card! since by chief, manymany were jealous. ahaha.
parade!
was sth different. the game was fun. yes. we WON twice.
pt was -cute? heh. elephant walk and frog jumps! so amusing.
but i was the last to start for both, hence the last to end. but i felt so disappointed.
i took extra long to complete the whole thing. everyone was cheering me on!
THANK YOU you all! ics too. then when i finished, i felt my lungs were a bit depressed.
so i just said that to my pltnmates. fad told ic rebekah. but by then, it wasn't. i was just out of breath. no lung pain. then i think she thought i lied. im so sorry! ididnt lie.
anw, we had C&C. our drills are just sucking.
i don't know why.
but we gotta improve thats for sure.
-sigh.
friday!
it was a trying day? double maths, sciences, and humanities.
anw, was looking forward to later on.
the RESULTS!
saw many familiar faces.
encik, staff, spq, mkha, sizz, sabi, sfath.
(:
congrats to those who did well!
and today. im slacking till lunch. then im gna do lit- full speed ahead!
i cannot be lazy.
i refuse to be lazy.
or else, like mr sng said- i'll fail my tests, mid yr, final yr, my Os.
(: jiayou you all
CHEERS.
2/03/2006
noone but me from URL @ 9:08 PM
hello!
i think, over the past week,
i've had many laughters,
high moments,
and down moments.
well, isnt that just life?
but, hey, im gna be sparing you all frm my rants,
cos i got my NEWDIARY! (:
i like its picture too. i might change my candle pict to that.
anw, parade- i almost fainted!
ahahaa. ok, it was an experience. but i dowan it to happen again.
come on mann, i gotta endure.
anw, a big THANK YOU to my dearest platoonmates who helped me.
and also to the ics! for their care.
then okay. now, the biggest thing or so, is our oac item
i think we're doing pretty well.
RIGHT 3 IGNITE?! (:
i can feel our unity, our bond already!
its a nice feeling.
anw, like flichu says,
even if we dont get in, we've already won.
the joys, the laughter, the efforts.
all commendable beyond the deserves of a position.
yeaap.
anw, nth much to add.
just, HELLO all.
-all those who are sick , please get well soon.
-but for patricia, i hope u fall especially sick.
-3i, WE CAN DO IT OKAY!
-and CHARLIE! [(:] keep 10,13,17 feb free ok!
TAKE CARE YOU ALL!
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